“Guess who’s back, back again? Shady’s back, tell a friend.“

Eminem’s having a relapse all right. Can’t wait for his new album.

There’s a lot to say, but I don’t know how to put it into words.

NVM.

Anyway there’s going to be a full A.F.F. gathering (I hope) on the 14th Nov at Christel’s house! Christel actually organized it. I’m glad to see that four members of the five in A.F.F. take the group so seriously. That it means so much to them. Something that started out as nothing but a plan and a joke and turned into something more. Yep.

On the other hand, tuition starts again the next day on the 15th. Which sucks. It’s too boring for my taste. Far too boring.

It’s 10 days to 13th November and while we’re improving, there are a few dark clouds on the horizon… Perhaps more than a few, maybe. Ten days isn’t a long time, but to some in the choir, it seems a lifetime.

Oh great. I forgot what I was going to say.

Fuck. Why do things like these always happen?!

Today was probably the worst practice we have had in months.

In fact, this is the first time Ms Yin’s scolded us in like, er, three or two months?

Of course, things were already off to a bad start when nobody felt like working and slacked, then Miss Yin came in and of course, the game was up. Lerchengesang was the WORST song. Absolutely disgusting, and I was horrified.

Forget all the meaningless rubbish – I don’t recall finding a song worth much mention.

What really riled me up today would be the tenors. Especially one of the tenors. For the second time, I was told to go sit in for their sectionals. All I remembers was Ms Yin saying “… help the tenors?” And I was, “With what?” “Discipline!” I dreaded going over at once. I must say that sectionals with Christel were remarkably boring, but of course, she has to conduct sectionals after all. It was the usual. Swears flying every which way, lazy manner, drawling way of singing and way too much cheek. Isaac didn’t understand what I was telling him. I didn’t tell him that to sing from, “Quid quid amabile, daemon dat.” So I would thank you very much not to accuse me of bullshit I did not do. And what inside affairs bullshit huh. Do you think I give a damn about “inside affairs”? You lose the power to guide your section on your own when your section starts holding up the choir’s singing. Stop thinking you’re all Mr High and Mighty because you’re treading on far too many people’s toes. You can deceive many, but there are some people that see through your childish mis-behaviour. You do not even have the basic self control or respect to exercise proper control over your words. I would not mind some honest feedback but to put across your views as if the person in question wasn’t even there is being downright rude. You don’t have basic consideration for others and I suspect you have severe authority issues. Since I couldn’t tolerate anymore of your behaviour, I don’t think I was wrong in asking Ms Yin to handle the situation. After all, childish losers only straighten up with adult supervision, Mr Loose Lips. You can’t even be relied upon to keep your mouth tight shut in appropriate situations. And I’m not done – which coward blames others for his own mistakes. YOU, apparently. It’s your choice – you choose which words spew forth from your mouth and you cannot blame those that supposedly “influence” you. Really, I am disgusted. To think that I used to have faith in you as an SL, and that you could be one of the leaders amongst the guys! Meh, I’m not only disgusted, I’m absolutely disappointed! You’re just as childish and rude as any other common idiot. You have no idea how many people have lost faith in you. I know my place, but you sure don’t know yours.

I’m really thankful that we have a conductor, and one that’s good and pretty much likeable. Why don’t you guys seem to appreciate what has been put right in front of you?

Finally cleared up the whole chapter on Graphs on Quadratic Equations. It’s like, I learnt everything (Mrs Yap took so long to teach us) in just 2 hours. It feels great.

Of course, there’s still a lot to clear up. Algebraic Fractions. Ugh.

There’s so much to be done tomorrow (and by tomorrow)

What I have to do today (that is due tomorrow):

- Study for History test

- Chinese Debate preparations

- Maths Set Language and Notation [Subsets] WS 9B

What’s to be done tomorrow

- HSK briefing

- Learn Ave Verum

Doesn’t seem like alot, but there’s always alot to cram for history test. And I don’t know about chinese debate preparations too. Everyone’s keeping quiet and not replying to texts!

Need to brush up like crazy for math test, finished quadratic graphs, do a quick run of linear graphs, practice questions and remember formulas for mensuration, look through tricky questions for congruent and similar triangles, and do a quick run through of questions of pythagoras’ theorem.

I really need to score well for this Math common test.

I really need to get into the same 8 triple class as Huey Shyuan.